the proposal

dun haf much time to blogging..nid to study lor..
anyway...i just wan to share tiz link wit u guys..its so touching..n i've cried btw..
maybe bcoz tat guy is rely sweet...or maybe bcoz it happens in my humtown..=)
anyway..it teach us tat simplicity is the best..^_^
how i wish i was tat girl..

happy for u ^-^

its funny how we meet each other...the way we hook up..
or the way u propose me to be a part of ur life...
still remember the way u blush wen i said--> *i do*
the way we calm each other wen people talk behind our back..

the way u shout my name wen im running on the track..
the way u dunk and score d points for me....
wer u point u smile towards me and make half of the girls in d court envy ...
theres alot of simplest things u do tat makes me feel appreciated..
n suddenly it ol changes....
u've been too busy wit ur match....we spent less tym together...
no more laugh and happiness...
u took it away from me so fast!
u dun even give me tym to breath.......
then the day comes..wen i told u tat *im gona leave u*..

u didnt say a word..u just stood there...doin nothing......not even try to stop me wen im leaving...

im sory...tat i've been hating u tis long...coz u make me suffer the whole year...
wen i heard tat u leave the school...i feel much better...
and tats d last tym i ever c u....
and suddnly after ol tiz years...i've seen u again...
u said u're sorry...
but if u reading tiz..i jus wan u 2 noe tat *apology accepted*
coz its u tat i wana say *THANK U*
thank u for hurting me...coz its making me stronger now...
most of all,
thank u for not stopping me tat day, coz now i found sum1 tat i LOVE SOOOOOO MUCH
we both did ryt?
i admit tat u changed alot..much more better then b4..
(wat took u so long??)
but tats alright...coz we both happy now...
tis guy im dated is not as simple as u...hes complicated...but tats wat makes me love him so much...bcoz he makes me feel appreciated..
i love taking care of him..
n i do love him more then u...
bt wat i noe for sure is..i NEVER gona leave him no matter wat...
coz i cant bare to lose sum1 i love for d 2nd tym...



and to YOU fren...
congratulation in advanced for ur coming enggagement..
may ur lyf fullfill wit love and happiness..
like u said *we can hate each other,and keep blaming ourself for everything tat happens bfre..but still we r frens...and frens dun forget bout each other..*
our past is like a butterfly....n now we shud let it go...and build a new life wit our loved ones..

thank u fren...u helping me find sum1 whom i loved so much..=)

wat took me so long?

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

if u tink so =)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

appreciate the simplest thing bout the other half

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
bed-lagg ( waking up on d aftrnoon)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
love ur enemy..=)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

I don't know.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

the best i ever had..

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

$$

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?

noe exactlty how to act like 1..n care bout each other feeling..=) eventho we r thousand miles away..

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

luf me the way i am (ugly~skinny~complicated)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

plain and boring..nothing special bout me..=)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

sum1 my parents owez want me too..=)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

unpredictable..

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

the rebellious 1

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
salsa! salsa! salsa!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
jay chow song for sure! (shuo le zai jian)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
38-ing wif besties

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
happiness=)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
saying goodbye/!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
idk! better be good!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
being part of sumthing tat im not nedded by any1

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
bf jealous face..

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

old person with a mustache

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

YES I DO!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
saying goodbye..

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
maybe not..=)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
everything tat bothers me now...

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
sumthing only me n U noe..

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
lol...no other reason..i've been tagged owkay!

BLOGGERS I WANT TO TAG:

ALICE,CHI2,RENNY,KARISSA,SHA2

.....

`I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
so Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
coz I could really use a wish right now.....

b.o.b & hayley (airplanes)

xoxoxoxo

watching the proposal for the 6th time + eating supper = blast off! =)

freeezeeeee fever!

goin shopping wit gf's...buying tiz and tat...kip on spending without looking at my budget..n guez wat?! yah...im over budget! piarkkk~ luckily not too over la..if not comfirm kena bf tiaw..
ssh**...i hate the fact tat i cant spent my $ wisely! -_-'

notng happend today..my life is boring like usual..and got sum add-on drama la...but im over it! im too tired n lazy to even care or distracted by it..so i juz ignored it..blif it or not...it makes me feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo gud! thanx frens..ur idea btul2 menjadi!

bf bz wit RO like usual...spent less tym wit me...sumtym i feel like i wana tumbuk him coz kip making me annoying wit his bikin panas attitude..luckily i understnd tat hes just being himself...GAMES owez cum 1st..juz let it be..penat wan marah2..


so me n my fren alfecia robert was looking for a solution to gain our weight..lazy wana hear people kepoh bout how `slim' we r..lol..
wana try eating tat ubat cacing..but i freaked out...coz they told me tat im gona end up seeing worms in my sh*t! euuuwwww!..wat if tat thing still alive? how i wana do my bussiness ow? hais!
anyhow,im still gona eat tat ubat also..who noes i can gain sum weight fter tiz..=)
my bf mumy also kip wory c me..she owez make sure tat i will eat alot wen im at their home..adui! n the only person who owez kasi ketawa me is my bf--->sapisyn!
he enjoy c me eat alot and trying my best to finish it all,coz the policewomen is sitting beside me..urgh!!! can let tiz happend agen, must make sure tat i gain my weight coz i ody pmis anty inday..


another thing is,im havng my formatif exam next week...n my final exam on nov-...gosh! time passes by so quickly..still got many things to study..but not today! ^-^
still havent buy my ticket pulang..and oh!!!! my fren got a plan on going to melaka tiz nov...i wish i haf enuf budget so i can join the trip...coz i never visit mlka b4...its a big oppurtunity 4 me..plus,will be goin wit alot of frens..=) comfirm will enjoy...
and a trip to manukan also...hopefully smua jadi la..=)


im rily exhausted now,gona take a nap..lgudnyt peeps! c u ol nex tym..=0

xoxoxo sansan

dear gf....

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
- Walter Winchell

Jealousy makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.
- Cherie Carter-Scott

If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow.

-anonymous

Just because you make a mistake doesn’t mean you are a mistake.
- Georgette Mosbacher

Acknowledge that you failed, draw your lessons from it, and use it to your advantage to make sure it never happens again.
- Michael Johnson

i'll stand by u..

im supposed to do my revision for exam tomorow but im blogging instead..
SGT MENARIK!!! =)

hey u! y letting urself down for others? how many tyms u wan to msg-ing me and complain bout ur sdtupid frens at the back? u need to be strong moi...dun let them blow ur mind away...
u ask me to be in ur shoes...but i didnt haf too..coz i noe exactly wat u feel...and i used to be so depressed bout it,till i cry myself out everynyt juz to hide my burden away..but im no longer tat person..i grew u from my problems..sum person maybe longing to c us suffer and sad..or isolated by people..not everybody gona like us..but at least i adore those people coz they didnt try to stab us in the back..at least they haf the courage to show tat they dont want to be our frens..theres nothing we can do..coz we cannot force people to like us..so just ignored them..theres no need to feel unhappy,or alone..

coz by the end of ur suffering road..u will c tat u haf alot of frens back there..those who u never knew they existed...(coz u 've been like 24-7 wit ur groupies)
wen they left u alone,more people gona come and accompany u...did u get wat i mean dear?
u ask me y did they do tis to u...if there is sumthng wrong,y didnt they told u?
relax moi....mybe certain people enjoy c u r miserable life...sum1 who cry wit u infront but laufg inside..tiz is the 1 u nid to be carefull with.. its like a slent killer....u never knew wen u're gona get shot...~~ so be carefull!

or maybe they just being so jealous wit u..and envy to c u happy wit other frens,coz they scared they will be ignored..nah..............i dun tink so, still exist ka fren like tis? if its yes! u shud be extra carefull dear..
but frens shud never enjoy c the other girl frens alone..punya tamaha..share2 bah kwn ko tu loser!


wat can u do now?
-juz ignored it
-enjoy ur life to the fullest
-befriend wit other people
-kip reminding urself tat `a true fren will be happy to share their frens wit others..coz they noe how adoreable their fren is to be love by others' (*~*)

make it last forever..will u?

its been 2years wit u..never knew im gona be this serious wit u syg..yah...sum people say it still too early for us...but hey..with sum1 stubborn and complicated to understand like u....2 years is sumthng big oredy..=)

being wit u teached me to be more sabar..arguements make us grew stronger and alot more matured in dealing wit things..=0

i noe how much u hate ur girl is far from u..but i never want to...i just noe tat i haf to study and success in my future..no offence,but i dun wana spent the rest of my life depending on u..i noe its gona be fun to go work and c u everyday,having lunch together..going home together..but tats gona make them talk bout me more...saying tat im taking advantage on u and tat i rely so much in u..let me be the independent women for sum tym k b?

n now im here....continuing my study life again..its never been easy for us at the 1st place..but i blif things gona get better time after time....
only god noes how much im missing u right now..but still u wana ask me y i kip crying everytime i left u on the airport? its not d 1st tym im leaving u ryt? but im just being me..im a cry baby...yah i admit it! i even cry wen i watch sad movies or even seeing an old man with a mustache begging on the streets..pa lagi now...im so biasa wit u ody bah..even im juzt going bek for 2 wiks but u spent ur tym like 24-7 for me..=)

wen mumy bz wit pinky and kk life u r there for me..convincing me tat mumy just bz..
thanx b..

i can c u getting more matured now..u now how to deal wit my mrajuk-ing ody..n abit sabar ody..

noe how to simpan duit n jimat2 ody..im lovin it! no more spoiledwitparentsmoneyboy..

but ur smoking attitude..im not interested to noe..just dun smoking infront of me!

since we haf been together for 2 years,plis show sum effort yah syg?
luf u so much..
lo vun syn....

dear god..

how i wish i can spent more tym here..urgh! gona b in the humsick mode agen la tiz nex wik! huh
btw sum1 complaining tat my blog got too many stuff bout cr..lol..so got to get rid of it..aww...

neway,im felt kinda boring tiz morning so i do sum makeup lesson wit michelle phan..(i luf her!)
n i did try sum new bright colours,and i lovee it! but still looks unperfect la..nid more practice..
gtg,nid sum rest now..




p/s :

2 days left before im leaving to west..T-T cmfirm sob..sob at d airport ni..

wat else can i asked for~~

despite of mu runny nose and headache..i cudnt ask for more..i love the fact tat im getting sick in my own bed and my own rum..feel cozy bout it..
since my mum was away on vacation wit her gfs..so im spending my tym doin the house chores..i juz dun get it?! y any1 can stand the dust and dirty sink all this days? gosh..im cleaning my hous like crazy all day,till i get flu and a few backpain..huh~
i hope sum1 will learn to clean up the mess!

i shud haf gone eating at my bf hous,buti cant coz im too busy wit my duty..sorry!
and hes bz working too,like usual~~so i dun rily mind it..

the gud news is tomorow is holiday..which means-->resident evil 3D! =)
hoping to get a seat,but if we dun,its ok..coz we haf another plans fot tat day..=)
anyhow..im not in the mood to blogging ryt now,i nid sum medicine and a nap..

p/s : im sharing tiz amazing vc,luf tiz song very much..keep repeating the song like 24-7 =)
enjoy..
will be updated soon`
xoxoxoxo

~..my first move..~

my fren juz told me,theres only 30 days left to final exam...(excluded sat&sun )
goshhhh!!! can u juz kill me now? regreting those days wen im wishing on the tym to passed me by quickly! shud i be happy now??
its like a wake up call for me..to finally get my lazy ass to work!!
im totally not in study mode..but i did manage to do something related to it..:

my time table..weee~~
hopefully im stick to the plan there...huh -__-"


btw im starting it jus now..wit my hair tied up like `pokok kelapa'
im still not getting used wit the study thingy yet..still at fasa lag..haha..
hopefully tomorow i wil get used to it..
like my dad said..`tats wat u shud haf done student! ' -_-"

`coco-tree behaviour' ~~

i love tiz little teddies..=)


my hp was run out of crdt..my life juz being unfair to me!



good news..finally found tiz thing inside my unmanageable locker..=0
got my initial bah tiz..hei.hei.hei

bad news..thiz thing havent arrived yet ..>.<>