is tiz love?

i never noe tat things gona b tiz hard for a long distance relationship..urggh!

luf u luf u but i duno til wen i can stand tiz ol!

if can i wana change the tym to d 1st day i c u..

wish i knew u better before we started it..coz now i end up like i dun noe u..=(

am i a bad gf?

maybe...but i pmis i wil try my best dear..to make u luf me more again~~~~

i noe its hard..but itsmore harder if we kip on like tiz..we nid a major-changed plan..

last nyt we argue again..then i finally c tat wenid a break time~~~ maybe i too controling u..or i too k n luf u..

but i cant help it...i only noe how to luf u..but i duno how to hate n leave u...

i luf u more then mr.PHF.....eventho heismy 1st trueluf..

coz in u i learn how to be myself..

enough!!!! wan say bout my camwhoring day last nyt,heeeeeeeeeeeeee

i do take sum new pix..hope u guys enjoyit!!!

uNlucky day!!!!!!!!!

S.H.I.T! = SHUDNT HAFBEEN IN TISSITUATION!!!!
I HATE MYSELF NOW..RYT NOW IM CRYING COZ IM RILLY PISSED OFF!
Y THE TICKET FARE SO EXPENSIVE!!!!!
im so unlucky bah...bad luck owez chasing me...:
1.imy lap rosak then needpay RM450 for repair
2. my lap tat jus being repair kena STOLEN!
3.my bro tiaw me
4.ticket MHALLLLLLLL
5.many bad things to come~~
urGHHHH! i dunno wat to say now...can i juz turn bek d tym????????????
i wish i cud.....
now i 'll never gona haf the chance to buy new laptop again!
i hate me!!!!!

its 2.41 am..

wat happend now??

i duno wat to say...

am i being spoiled by his love? coz im asting childish,sensative n overmanja wit him tis few days~~

today bb resting at my hum at d afternoon..he buy me lunch n fren me mamam at my house..im so happy to c him coz i rily miss tis guy soooo much since last nyt..huh!

hes staying at my hous~ duin facebook-ing..psp-ing n eat-ing =)

funny o wen i remember wat i du to him kang chai..

wen he play d psp i get so bored coz he didnt layan me..so i play stupid maic games wit my bro~~i put things inside bb shirt n then suddenly i tell my bro tat his shirt has a magical power..it can make things cum out from it! ahaaks..(actually i put it inside b4)

bb kip laufing n col me --> sot!

hahaha

but then i start acting selfish again wen bb say he wan go bek kilang for work at 2.30 pm..i say `cnot...' so he juz silent n slip at bek..hiew..y im acting like tis ah? ksian bb..then ilet him go juga..

4.50 pm

bb msg me n ask me wat i du~~he said he miss me n wan bring me go eat at rahmat..so i go ready n wait for him...having dinner wit bb frens..asing n along~~

after finish i go to lot-10 to find clothes (hiew~~rily buruk ol the clothes!) so i x mai anythng..

go straight hum n watching movie wit bb in his car n bb hugging me~~=)

i cry again watchng it..bb juz smile..-_-"

7.40 pm

i start fil lain2 owdy ni..kip mising bb..wen he col me we caught in an arguements again..hais~~

but i cn c bb more patience layan me now..

then i hung up the fon without saying 'i luf u' again..(sory b)

so we juz gaduh in message..bb ask me wat i wan can make me happy?

ten i tel him

`i wan people k me like i k them..

spent tym wit me,wontsay anythng tat cn hurt me..

luf n sy me d way i am..worry if i cnt slip or not eat n many more..tiz is exactly wat i told him~~'

then he said 'im sorry"

he told me tat he is sad coz i owez x mud..then he ask me to share my prob wit him..so i tell him ol..

funny thing is bb ask me to scream n gigit my pillow to make me calmdown! hahahaha

but it works!

n then bb go to slip..

i duno y but i tink im acting like tis is because im so pampered by him..iluf him so much..duno how to live without him..muahxx

xoxo

-Mr.LVS-

i love how kiss me..
wenever my eyes closed..
n wen im away from u...
i love how u miss me..
i love the way u owez treat me tenderly..
but baby most of ol..
I LOVE HOW U LOVE ME'..=)

yes..he luf me...y u wan kepoh????

i hate u LKS!
my stupid xbf tat kip started rumours bout me!
y juga if my bf got sport car? is dat bothering u?
he luf me the way i am..n so do i..
i x luf hi bcoz of his car or money..???!!!
people kip asking me`best la u dapat naik sport car' OMG! u noe wat? im more hapy if he juz using ordinary car..coz i noe `GIRLS luf a guy tat haf sport cars'
plis la..if i wan to luf him juz bcoz he is rich,better i find anak dato or sugar dady ja...
i wont let him controlling me if i x luf tiz guy..
i dun undstnd y u wana make it more harder?
yah..i noe he is rich..n i admit tat he buy me expensive things..but i didnt ask for it..he yang wan mai for me bah...if x blif ask him la..S*** pnya azai..
now my name buruk sudah coz ol my fren kip talking pasal me..
its not owes him yng mai things for me..we owez gif ntake bah..
he buy me gold ring,i osos buy him1..sumtym we share $$ to buy meor his things..huh..i tink u juz jeles ryt?
accept the fact k? I DUN LUF U N IM NOT URS ANYMORE!
i luf lo vun syn forever n i owez will..

OMG!

the ticket is sooo expensive! one way to kl = rm506..S***..(i cudnt say it..nti kena tiaw bb)
the airasia shud change their taline from ~LOW FARE FLIGHT' to `SUMTYM LOW FARE FLIGHT'
im definately sure they forget the `SUMTYM' words..urghhh! trotally piss off ryt now..terpaksa take MAS..

i dun wana go bek! =(

rily hate tis day..huh..coz tomorow i wil go bek to kl.....he kept asking me `y wan go study tat far?'...i dun haf choice baby..so sory!!! if can saya pun xmau jauh o......last nyt goin out dinner wit him..im so happy....he bought me a present from kk..---> patung patrick..hahahhaha..he did manage to make me lauf after ol..he is so funny n swit..=)
goin to YHF to eat chicken salad wit asing...after tat go straight home..huhu...i fil like the tympassed me by soooo fast!
i hate it!

ondway sending me bek..i juz lay down on bb arms n close my eyes..hoping tat i wil lambat reach hum..(wan spent tym wit him bha)
bb juz lauf wen he c me balik2 muk2 dluar..wether i ody near hum or not,heeeee..im sooo stupid la!
but its okla..i wan hi to go ek his hous faster too coz he jz bek from kk..i noe he's tired..

9.30 pm
bb say wan col me but lambat o...he kip ask me to `wait' `wait' `wait'...=(
im getting mad owdy (pms)
i hate the part wen he col me n hedidnt noe wat to say..must me only yang sampat2 n kepohthere..
i mad n didnt say `i looveu' wen he off the phone..im so mad..
but then i realise tat ,aybeheis tired..i shudundrstnd his situation sumtym..coz im owez being over manja until x k wat b fil..sory b....
luf u owez..,uahx

xoxo

i love me...

dun hate me for being SKINNY!

people take 1 look at me n oredy they assume tat i must be d kind of girls who never eats!
but the truth is 'I'VE ALWAYS BEEN SKINNY!'..i dun do diets n i try to eat everything and try to do yoga...but its ol for getting a healthy life..not becoz i wan to stay thin..i noe a lot of girls will kill me for saying tiz..but..I LOSE WEIGHT VERY EASILY,so i must make sure tat i eat regularly!and i want curves! i want tat boobs!

I HATE IT WEN PEOPLE TINK IM ANOREXIC!
wen i meet relatives or frens who havent c me for a longtym,they owez comment on how skinny i am! instead of being flatterd..im worried tat i look unhealthy skin! i hate the tought tat people wil tink im anorexicor bulimic..cos ITS NOT TRUE AT ALL!
the worst thing is wen people assume tat i'm weak and cant do anything on my own..
after ol..I LOVE TO B ME EVENTHO I DUN HAVE A GREATODY LIKE YOURS, BUT I HAVE THE CONFIDENCE..=)

two is BeTTeR tHeN 1??

i never thought tat he is my MR.perfect..
yah..yah..sumtym he act too matured n make me fil so annoying..but the truth is,im in luf wit tiz guy...
sumtym i was wondering..who is 19 years old?!! me or him? coz wen we haf problems,im the 1 yang merajuk2 n mad at him...n of coz dia yang b matured n try solve theprob..
hais~love u so much o b.....
he owez try not to pampered me....but he cant resisit it..n now im too SPOILED by his love...
i noe he's younger but sumtym he oso wil act like a matured guy n soooo sweet....
i wan upload many pic of me n him (coz i haf hundreds of pix 2gther)
but the line is too low la..aiyoh~~make me wana mad only....
but seriously..im missing him now!

im sooo bowring..

rily miss my bb ow..
juz now he ask me if i can folo him go to kk or not..cos his mumy wana go c doctor...
unfortunately i cant go...yer!!
hope he cum bek early...cant wait to c himtonyt..he promis me tat he wil buy me a present..heeee
cant wait to c wat is it..
only 2 days left for me to spent wit him..huh~~so sad ow...i rily cant live without him...

i love u dear~~

omg! im missing him so much eventho he jz bek from my hous~~
juz now he take dinner wit me n my family..haha..funny o c his shy face wen eating wit my family~~so cuteeee
rily miss him ow...
juz now i mad at him coz he never riply my comments at fb..haha
he said sory but comfirm next wik he start forget to riply me again..hais~~
wednesday i wan go bek to KL liao..hate it! im not having enuf tym wit my baby lg...plus he oso bz working now so cant hang kai wit him selalu..only can c him at nyt..=(
comfirm i wil cry at d airport..
stop talking bout tat..i wan talk pasal tat 1 stupid guy tat started a rumour pasal me..until i haf probs wit many frens..hais..hate u so much o..luckily bb understand my situation n mad at dat guy too..he said maybe he jeles c me n my baby soo hapyy.....
y o? many people try to make me n bb hate each other?
teruk la~~they shud b happy for us..not try to break us apart..
y wan kepoh wit my love life? yah yah..i noe im older then her..so??!
he still kasi manja me n care me so much lor...age doesnt mean anything...
wen im wit him he make me fil lyk im 15 agen..<3>
tats y i love him so much..
plis stop hurtingme n bb...let us live hapily..u ol shud go away~~
tym to sleep~~ mish n love u olwes lo vun syn~~~~u r d love of my lyf..=)


xoxo

inTrO~~

so happy tat i can finally create my bloog now..hiew..i owez been bz so cant finish creating it..~~
life is owez being bz but still can enjoy la...
start talking later..wan msg my bb gudnyt 1st..
xoxo