my stubborn monkey..

i discovered ur newly-found attitude today---> idontcareyoub! >.<
dealing wit ur merajuk attitude is no longer a conquest for me..its a daily-routine..
so dun bother to do dat merajuk face to me again..im not distracted =)
coz i noe u wan me to show u tat i lurpppp u everyday instead of :

*bau bah u..p mandi
*stupid..sapa suruh x makan
*ngok btul
*marah ka? yes!!
*hate u sot!
*bah..
*ooo..
*erm..
*ha.ha...-__-'
*tired..
n bla..bla..bla...

i noe we less contct n msg each other due to the arguements..but i olwes...olwes luf u staring~~~

~u ALWAYS be~

~theres NO WAY! im gona give up on u~

~u olwes be my stubborn monkey~

~ur frowning eyebrows makes me giggles~

can i live a day without u ?

i cant....
coz i will never ever love another....
ur unperfectness is juz perfect for me..=)

~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~0~0~0~0~0~0~0

weeeeeee~~~

am i doing the right decision by holding on? im not sure ......but im wiling to take the risk by not wasting the almost 2 years wit u..i cant wait to c wat this decision gona bring...=)
p/s :
life is a challenge.....everything happend for a reason...we'll figure it out later..=)

=)

i hate losers!

the most hurtful thing is wen the 1 u love told u tat u r not perfect enuf for them..n tat ur body shud be as good as beyonce or as thin a model ...wat a CRap!
does a big boobies and a purrrrrfect ass defined wats a perfect gf shud be? if u said so..then count me out! coz im :

• 5'2
  
• 39 kg
• skinny body look -alike
• petite
• oily faces
• flat boobies
• flat ass

there still alot of unperfectness in me...but look at me..im happy,(at least im not anorexic),i eat regularly, im happy, i got my frens,family n bf who luf me just the way i am... they never ask me to change a thing,coz they noe its not wat i've created..its juz the way i am..i noe how it feels wen people look at u and immediately jump out into conclusion tat u r anorexic or obesed.....wat these people noes about u? nothing ryt? they juz haf to critisize other people to make them feel better bout themself..(i nie coz i did it b4..) but now i've learnt tat its not gona make me feel better..
y chnge urself for sum1 who didnt accept u the way u r?
tink for urself...beauty comes wit brains....no matter how skinny or fat u r...juz kip in ur mind tat u r happy and no one can ever let u down,wit their stupid jokes or unfrenly compliments...
beautiful body doesnt guarantee tat u wil haf a hapy life..juz live urself the way u want..n the most importnt thing is to love urself the way u r...=)
so dear girlfren....ignored wat he said bout u...
coz girl u r amazing..just the way u are..=)
love u forever my beautifull childhood frens....=)

u dun nid plastic surgery to make u feel beautifull

people noes nothng bout ur beautiful heart..

beautifull body x promise anythng

i wish i can make u feel unnpretty too people

someone told me tat =)

u;re amazing just the way u r baby..=)

i love everythng about u..

dont change a single thing bout u..

dun b sad..evrythngs gona b owkay..

i pray..=)



hey u loser..u shud hear tis to make u apcte ur girl more :

my own bucket list

i've got a wake up call from sum1 who care me the most...to stop complaining bout how life is treated me...nobody haf an easy life...
n tis person challenge me to create my own bucket list.. wth issit for? :

1.just wana make me bsy?

2.not making me sleeping the whole day?

3.avoiding me from chatting or blogging the whole day?

none of it is true..tiz caring fren just wana show me tat tis life is too short..n i shud enjoy every singleday of my life instead of sitting down n complaining about it....so i take d challenge n here wer it ol started~~

1.give my mumy a dozen of roses and tell her i luf her

2.kissing n hugging my dream idol...lol

3.being a left-handed person

4.sleeping under the stars

5.save a life..in any possible ways..

6.tell the truth for entire day

7.watch a baby being born

8.get a sak-yant tattoo on my back

9.shave my head??? Cancelled tiz 1…

9.help a homeless person

10.write a journal bout myself

11.eating junkfood all day without feeling guilty

12.befriend wit a blind man and learn to c the world as he do

13.do bungee jumping..

14.kissing in the rain

15.wishing on a shooting star

16.love and accept myself for who i am

17.visit the holy land wit my dady...(i noe tats wat u wan..=))

18.goin skydive

19.gettting my won swift or merc..=)

20.lastly..getting married on the beach wit the only person i love..mr.LVS



i dont haf any ideas on wen its gona happend or ended..but i promise myself tat this thing will be accomplished any tym from now...
one thing for sure..is tat im gona kicked out the bucket wen ol the list is done..
are u dare enuf to set ur own bucket list as u noe its a- must 2 finiz it ol..but there is no date due la..=) if u say yes...then wats ur bucket list shud contains??!!! =)

the road not taken~`

am i making the right decision? i dont haf any idea on how this mess gonna end up soon...ol tat i noe is tat i love u so much til i can die..
but everythng seem so hard now~~ everything doesnt seem right....i wish i haf a magic wand tat i can use to *huff n puff* everytime things gettin rough~~
but i didnt.........tiz long distance relationship is killin me....

As I stood there n watching,I realize I’d forgoten a long time ago..

Sometimes in life,there really are bond forms tat can never been broken

Sumtym,u reli cant find tat 1 person who wil stand by u no matter wat..

Maybe,u’ll find it in a spouse n celebrate it wit ur dream wedding..

But theres also a chance tat the 1 person u can count on for a life time

tat 1 person who
noes u..sumtyms better then u noe urself

Is the same person whos being standing beside u………….all along..

Bride wars movie

wen we said goodbye...does it mean forever? or issit juz for sum tym? coz i dun felt like i'll be seeing u any sooner...the memory is too hard to be forgotten...but still...my heart is pounding for you~~~only u............ but why u can never realise tat im the only 1 who stand beside u all the time..?

its easy to say hello,but its really hard to say goodbye~~T-T

i wana b the 1 who smile at u wen ol our teeth is falling down...
i wana b the 1 who scrub ur back wen u cannot slip...
i wana b the 1 who walk beside u wen u cant barely walk anymore..
i wana b the 1 who kiss u gudnyt everytym u cant slip..
i wana b there for u like u owez do
i wana share my whole life with u...
i wana live and die with u...
and i wana be the 1 who c ur hair turning grey..
if time passes by so fast....then take me away with u....
coz i wana spent my entire life seeing u getting old..n still madly in luf wit u..

i juz ask u to hold my hands..n never let go again~~~

i'll be seeing u in few daays more..does evrythng gona b okay? i hope so...coz im tired of everythg...


anyhow...spending a blast of enjoyment wit frens n sis....getting to scream is the best part of all...=)
at least i realise tat tiz life is too short...and filling my days wit arguements is not a good ideas...better loving u then hating u~~wil be uploading pix tomrow~~

*hugs n kisses*