11/25/2010



`beautifull faces is nothing compares to a beautifull heart... coz beautifull heart last forever'
-joanna john-



`let he that is without sin, throw a stone to her '

-bible quote-


11/19/2010

blast off~~~`

thanx for a meaningfull + happenig + crazy + enjoying vacation wit u ol guys!
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT..
n i am S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S.

im gona miss u ol..xpcly YOU...

thanx for :
-making shes happy on her bday
-making me happy for 2 days
-mabuk ramai2
-happy ramai2
-slippy ramai2
-bising ramai2
-main kejar2 inside the pool
-making us wearing tat muslimah `bikini's' haha
n lastly thnakx for everything...love u ol guys!





mopongou FOREVER!!!!
xoxoxo

11/14/2010

thanx dady...

<3 <3

Sometimes in the daily challenges that life gives us, i miss what is really important. i may fail to say hello, please, or thank you, congratulate y something wonderful that has happened to you, give a compliment, or just do something nice for no reason. So now i say..---> i love u daddy!! ure the best daddy in this world!

11/12/2010

if only i could~~`

teach me how to face u wen im there..
i dun tink im as strong as chy2...i cant accept the fact tat i'll be seeing u as my FREN
tis tym...it really happends.....
i dun tink its a joke....
ive cried so hard til i dun even rembr tat i haf exams 2moro...
the way u treat me after tonyt was totally different..
its like ure a different person....
u mad im msgng wit my frens..but do u recall the day wen u msg HER?
do u even noticed how i feel?
no u dun ryt?
but still im standg there....still loving u n aceptg u...
ur flawless n human-less...


im s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s
i just noe tat i didnt do any wrongs...
will i get used myself to the new environment now?
hope so......i just wish tat i can be as far as i can be from u..
i just cant stand to c u wit sum1 else...
i really cant....
the only reason im taking thousnd steps away from u after tis...
is bcoz...i love u soo much...
always..LVS


11/04/2010

helpless wen he smiles..




i hate my unstable mind ryt now.......
everything seems unclear...
my mind,heart...n my feelings...
i used to be so confident in our relationship....
now not nemore...
sumtym i dun even noe who u r....
to asked myself `y i loved u' at the 1st place,
the answers is not synchronized anymore...
we look so attached wen we r together...
like nothing can tear us apart...
like we'll never leave each other forever...
like we never hate n cursed each other..
it makes me feel UNREAL bout tis...
the fact tat u only LOVE me wen im near...
doesnt make any sense at all..
but ive became immune to it dear...

this hesitation makes me scared of everything....
the possibility to FALL IN LOVE WIT SUM1 ELSE..
to being happy wit sum1 else....
being appreciated by sum1 else...

coz all of tat doesnt make me `stays wit u'
i am scared of the impact u might feel wen were not togther nemore...
but sumtym i cant lie to myself anymore ...
i cant owez be silent wen u do sumthing wrong to me...
i've giving u too may chances oredy...
n the part wer u make me feel im notgoodenuf for u...


i appreciate every little things u do....
but i dun get ur feedback~ n tats useless...
ure not the person tat i used to love before...
i love tat u've changed...but it lead us to nowhere...
ur promises doesnt last longer...im getting tired of believing it..
or convincing myself tis will gt any better...
but do i haf a say in tis?
i dont....
coz u never listen...

heartbroken.breaking into pieces.anger.painfull.sadness.confused.

i just noe for sure tat i love u....owez....






but im helpless wen HE smiles....




11/01/2010

lovely angels

first of all,i wana say --->thank u for spamming my fb msges...
wat makes u hate me so much? u dun even noe me..u jkust adress me as `senior'?
btw,my name is CASSANDRA!
spamming my wall at the 1st tym is kinda okay,coz u still haf the manners..
but tat msges u sent to me,was unpleasent to hear...
wats wrong wif u dear? did i step on ur tail?
bout tat boy thingy..hes just my fren...
he never say tat he loves me...neither do i!
grow up la k? stop hiding behind tat fb acc n show urself...
i noe u love him soooo much..y dun u tell him urself?
i dun wana talk much,coz its totally annoying to deal wit sum1 like u..
anyway,thnx for fbing wit me. n stop spreading rumours bout me infront of his frens.

p/s : i've blocked ur acc owdy..=)