12/15/2011

who knew..


promise me anything, just make sure u r sober when u did tat..
i am a simple girl, u dont need maths to figured me out..
its obvious..
i believe everything so easily.
something happend.something big.
i expect big cooperation from u..
its not the first time, i knew we'll go thru this..
but y did i owez felt like im alone in everything that i do.
i hate seeing u like this.
i used to look up to u when something happend.but now where were u?
grow up!
i still need a MAN by my side after all..
things maybe rough sometimes, dont be so blurryyy..
wake up n help me find the way out.
i hate being the man in everything tat happend between us.
no more...
im so over it.u need to make a way now.figure things out.
try to solve it.
dont just sit there n wait for my decision.
i aint no Joan of arc..
i dont fight everything by myself..

be the one.fight for me.
dont keep giving me the same answer.
we sacrificed alot already, dont blame urself for everything that happend.
i wish i can talk to u.
dont set a wall between us.
i never knew until when i can stay.
but i'll promise u i'll fight for this.
and u?

anything happend, be there!
hold on!
then i'll stay.
just dont turn ur back on me.
i'll be strong for u..
u noe i always did..
but now its ur time...
dont let me walk away from u.

maybe things will get better ..
who knew..

i have faith.



















12/13/2011

helloo DECEMBER!

its been ages since i last updated my blog..ive been such a lazy dumb-ass this few months..
too many sad memories to be shared with ( which i need to let go off)

so its here,
december has arrived..
no offence but i hate it so much..i rily do -__-!
i love CHRISTmas ..i just hate the fact tt i'll be goin bek study-ing in..
(let me see..18 days left?? omg)
fyi,i havent mai the ticks yet, im soo gona be dead...

but im having a great holiday with my fam n bf.
spending most of the time together..
time passed us by sooo fast...
feels like i wana cry myself out...
i love it here..
i wish i can stay
*crossing finger*

disaster
tats exactly wat gonna happend next year.
believe me..
u'll end up reading me blog more often later.
btw : does beaver bites??

tired.sleepy.hungry (piggy mode)
i need some food to gain my energy.

will be seeing u guys any sooner,
merry xmas n happy new year in advance!

i'll c u ol soon then :
lotsa love
sandra