effing PURFECT!

its funny how we can lie ourself tat everythngs gona b alrite..sooon...
wen we've owdy noe tat things gona end up more complicated...
sum people might never like us..
or shud i said misjudge?
dont blame others for tat..
maybe we used to be such a horrible monster b4...
chngning...on our way ...owdy did actually..
never stop!

but we shud haf learnt tat we can never stop their -ve thoughts bout us..
maybe bcoz they were f*ckin perfect..
or maybe bcoz they just dun like us..

sum people can really love u n ur FLAW..
but sum people dont...
sum people wil lie themself tat they like u..
when they dont..
sum people will treat us bad..
just bcoz they think u deserve that!
sum people tink tat they were so good..
just bcoz other people never said they hate them..
infront..
but they didnt noe how may people said tat on their back..
sumtym people will continue talking bad bout u ..
evendore the problem is so 2005...

this shit happens to any of us out here..
its just the circle of life tat we shud haf completed..
pass or fail..
depends on ourself..

honestly...
ive never feel insecure with everything around me..
maybe bcoz i noe most of the people hates me..
yah...
coz im not a gud person b4,
people only c the bad side of me...
the gud side? they dont bother!
n they keep ungkit old stories bout us..


sumtym we just smile wen sum1 told u tat u r cute or watsoever..
wen its obviously showed in her face tat its just a lie..
tats rily makes me laugh out loud
sumtym people umpat-ing bout us on our back..
n swapping stories bout ur flaws...
but still treat u like a gud fren in front..
sweet..but it kills...

iDC bout everythng now...
coz i owez got my family to support me no matter wat..
so do u guys!
noeing wat happend to u now rily makes my heart brokes..
but since im far away, i can only tell u here...
most of the people hate u, just bcoz u haf something tat they dont..
but wen they come for u wen theres sumthing they need..go away..
u dun nid a fren who accept u but not ur flaws...
n talk bad bout it...
we're not f*ckin perft...
but at least we can make those people around us happy ^___^

let those who NEVER commit sins, throw the stones toward us!
FORGIVE & FORGET..

lotsa love
xoxoSANxoxo