i am a cry baby..everytm sumthing happen to me i will start to cry n complaining...
im such a weak person...
ol tis tym i kip complain tat my relationship was so hard since i haf a guy who never being honest with me...
eventho he lufs me so much but stil it wasnt enuf...
i owez tell others bout my sad life n how ive been treated just to get sum sympathy..
im spoiled....
im on vacay to manila with my bf fam last 11 june..
i dun enjoy much sincce hes not cuming with me ...n i got ol tis -ve tots in my mind bout him..
i shud haf learn to trust him..no matter wat hapnd b4...
but still...i cant help myself from being sensative...
the truth is...
ive being surrounded by strong peeps ol tis tym..
those who never back out no matter wat hapnd to their relationship...
those who never give up no matter how they bad they been treated..
those who never fails to giva their luf 1 a 2nd chance..
those who never lose faith on god in
theres sum1 who make me realised everythng tat nyt...
she told me her story about her married life...
ohow she find out tat her hubby cheated on him..
but stil she didnt give up...ol she do was pray to god and b patience...
she amazed me...
then only i realised tat i owez scared to let other peeps noe bout how bad my rltnship were sumtym...
im scare tat peeps wil began to judge me n him...
but i guess its time for me to come clean...
hes a gud bf...
a guy tat i love so much no matter wat he has done...
hes cheated on me for a girl for 2 months...
shud i be ashamed?
i used to b4...but not nemore...
nobodys perfect...
its just tat he doesnt use his brain to think well...
i used to get mad at him..coz i dun accpt the fact tat im far n it makes him fils lonely..
n tat im owez bz with my studies n seldom entertain him...
ive ben selfish...
i did...
i wez blame him for a sucks relationship but i forgt tat it nids both party to make a gud rltnship...
i owez tink tat im the gud 1 n hes the bad 1 who owez make mistakes...
but actly,its ol bcoz of me...
now im so happy to say tat im not ashamed of him...
the fact tat he wana change n feel sory bout it is enuf 4 me...
i noe its not the first tym..but i nevr pay attention..tats y this happend...
of coz i cnt trusted him tat fast agen..but wil...slowly i guess...
im a girl who owez let sadness n problems control me...
but not nemore...
i love him...
n i;ll do anythng to save this relationship...
we both promised each other tat we will start a new chaptr n our lif...
he said..
`no matter who ive been with,still i cant love her the way i love u..
ure just 1 of a kind...'
tysm
im such a weak person...
ol tis tym i kip complain tat my relationship was so hard since i haf a guy who never being honest with me...
eventho he lufs me so much but stil it wasnt enuf...
i owez tell others bout my sad life n how ive been treated just to get sum sympathy..
im spoiled....
im on vacay to manila with my bf fam last 11 june..
i dun enjoy much sincce hes not cuming with me ...n i got ol tis -ve tots in my mind bout him..
i shud haf learn to trust him..no matter wat hapnd b4...
but still...i cant help myself from being sensative...
the truth is...
ive being surrounded by strong peeps ol tis tym..
those who never back out no matter wat hapnd to their relationship...
those who never give up no matter how they bad they been treated..
those who never fails to giva their luf 1 a 2nd chance..
those who never lose faith on god in
theres sum1 who make me realised everythng tat nyt...
she told me her story about her married life...
ohow she find out tat her hubby cheated on him..
but stil she didnt give up...ol she do was pray to god and b patience...
she amazed me...
then only i realised tat i owez scared to let other peeps noe bout how bad my rltnship were sumtym...
im scare tat peeps wil began to judge me n him...
but i guess its time for me to come clean...
hes a gud bf...
a guy tat i love so much no matter wat he has done...
hes cheated on me for a girl for 2 months...
shud i be ashamed?
i used to b4...but not nemore...
nobodys perfect...
its just tat he doesnt use his brain to think well...
i used to get mad at him..coz i dun accpt the fact tat im far n it makes him fils lonely..
n tat im owez bz with my studies n seldom entertain him...
ive ben selfish...
i did...
i wez blame him for a sucks relationship but i forgt tat it nids both party to make a gud rltnship...
i owez tink tat im the gud 1 n hes the bad 1 who owez make mistakes...
but actly,its ol bcoz of me...
now im so happy to say tat im not ashamed of him...
the fact tat he wana change n feel sory bout it is enuf 4 me...
i noe its not the first tym..but i nevr pay attention..tats y this happend...
of coz i cnt trusted him tat fast agen..but wil...slowly i guess...
im a girl who owez let sadness n problems control me...
but not nemore...
i love him...
n i;ll do anythng to save this relationship...
we both promised each other tat we will start a new chaptr n our lif...
he said..
`no matter who ive been with,still i cant love her the way i love u..
ure just 1 of a kind...'
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