love-syndrome

its funny..

thinking how love can chnge me..
unfaithfull.anger.rush.unpatience.unsweet.choosy.moody.
to
loyal.love.slowly.patience.sweet.happy.

wen im here,
u refuse to show me how much u care bout me..
n tats wat makes me AWKWARD to c u ..
evrytime u wait me at the airport..
we dun do hug2 n kis2 n excited face wen seeing each other..
we just dont..
we treat each other like strangers..
i dun talk to u,i just let u hold my bags..
n i walk faster then u..
in ur car,we still x talking to each other..
i refused to..
i'll be looking at my hp..
bz chting wit my girls..
n u will just focus on ur driving
this thing conti till we reach the traffic light..
its wen u hold my hands n ask me
`how are u'
n tats our 1st conversation...
the rest,we will start treating each other like gf/bf
its funny....
but tats wat happend since im here..

its not tat we x love each other..
its just tat..wen im here..
ur `iduncareyou' attitude makes me builing up a wall between us..
n tats wat making me feel awkward wen we c each other..
im sory...
i really do..
i just x tink im ready to be love wen im there,n neglected wen im here..
but still...i love u LVS