things getting a lil bit better then before..but im stil refused to c u...
its like im trying to learn accepting u agen...trust me..its never been easyfor me not to talk to u...or even spent a day without u..
coz ever since im here..u never let me do anythng by myself...
u olwes being so worried...

theres sumthng happend between us tiz few days..
n its quite miserable for me...but wat to do? were not a perfect couple didnt we..so no worries...
its still acceptable for both of us...
fils like i just wana go n leave u...
but tats not wat it shud be....
i noe u made a big mistake...but its not like i never did it before...
so i dun wana judge u...
i guess its a karma for me...
but ol of tis makes me understnd u more...

its funny how tis problems teach me sumthng...
ol tis tym ive been really busy....
i left u alone wen u really nid me back there....
but its not wat i wan too syg,im studying....
n i now how much u hurt wen u noe tat im movng to slgor for studying..
still rembr wen u cried...looks kinda whimpy to me..but who cares kan syg?

i just wana hug u wen u in need..n tell u tats evrythngs gona be owkay...
i understnd tat u do it bcoz u felt alone...
but i dun blame u all along dear...it takes 2 person to make sumthng happens....
i just hope she wont do it agen...


am i hurt? of coz i do...but i learn to live with it
so tat i'll be strong...n not give up
im looking up to 1 exmple...---> chy2
no matter whos trying to chase her man away, she still standing there...
not leaving even for a sec...
so do i...
im gona defend WAT IS MINE....


u told me that u love me..
of koz i cnt blif it 100% owdy..
but i noe u do...
ol tis tym u've been treated me like a princess wen im around..
but its not wat i wan..
i just wana be with u forever...

during our convstn last nyt...
i still can feel the tense in my words...
but u shud live with it...
i may b gentle towards u...but i cant let ur stupid act destroy our relationship...
u haf to accept it wen i refused to talk ,c or kiss u...


like u said..it means nothing btwen u n her...
coz u only find her wen u feel bored n alone...
i dont buy it fully..jus a lil bit of it..coz i noe u feel empty without me..
BUT I STILL WANA LET U NOE TAT IT WAS WRONG OK?
n im hapy tat u came to realise it n pmis tat u wana chnge it..
i'll only blif it wen u prove it..
but i'll help u...we go thru it 2gther ok syg?


i L you
lets start a new chapter in our lyf...