thousands of apologies..

im sorry...
coz im no longer tat person who u used to love 2 years ago..
i cant kip nodding my head bout EVERYTHING u said..
if its wrong then it is WRONG...
theres no way im gona change my mind..
coz everything seem so clearly now..
im no longer ur *sticktogethersoulmate* syg..
i cant olwes stay beside u...(but i still luf u though!)
u cant olwez covering my shit (i mean protecting me from the bad things)
coz theres no way we can be bonnie&clyde forever..
shud be drew barrymore & justin long for a while b..
those who survived in their LDR..
(in movie la...)

i noe how much it hurts u..
for not being able to taking care of me...protecting me...
being there for me wen im sick or spent ur quality tyms wit me.(.instead of RO-ing..)
but i nid to study b..nid to be independent...
i haf family's to support...
nid to be a responsible sister...taking care of the others...
how can it happens wen im clinging myself to u?

dun build up a wall between us wen im far...
coz wen im near...im still gona need u there...
its not like im asking u to leave me alone..
its just tat im asking u to stop making ur life tired...
for always tinking bout wat i need..and wats best for me 24-7..
start takg care of urself...u nid more attention then i do syg..
ur parents care so much bout u..(eventho u never realised tat)
so nomore `its the best thing for u..' ok?
change the *u* wit *us*
^-^

eventho we olwez caught in arguemnts tiz recently..
but i never regret it...coz u just being urself...*tinking too much bout other people*
no matter wat..i owez luf u like i never did before...
love everything bout u...
wen they ask me..wat makes me luf u so much..
i'll answered...
coz u make me whole again..=0

xoxoxo