my guardian angel~~

today was a lil bit special for me...
eventho sumthng make me upset..but still i am hapy bcoz i've got wat ive olwes wanted in life..
its like a miracle to me...
well its only 8 days left till final exam..
n yeah ..i am so tense....
thinking bout studying makes me sick...
but today we got classes..n im not really sure wat happend,but i feel gloomy all of a sudden...
but sumthing happends...
im rily hurt..but i noe i dun haf the right to talk about it..
im not worthy...
i was...sitting alone oustside of my class...counting the days wen i will be going bek hum again....
n suddenly....she pass me by....n stop...
i didnt notice her till she came towards me and ask me `are u alrite?'
i was like---> yabah...ofkoz im ok..napa?
n she said nothing..but just give me a smile....n she ask me to wait for her...(dia p tandas lu)
by tat tym i was kinda blur...in my head kip saying `napa dia suruh saya tunggu ah? '
but stil im waiting patiently...
wen she sat next to me...she tell me tis `

last nyt...sum1 told me a story....
there was a lil boy n a women...
they sit on a grass,talking bout sumthng...
tat boy ask tat women how to get a gud fren in life...
the bestest 1...
tat women told him to do exactly wat she saidd...
the boy just nooded...
the women ask him to pick the nicest grass on the field..
but he can only moving foward..and cannot looking back...
so the boy went to his search..
wen he came back,he holds nothng on his hands....
then the women ask him, `y u haf an empty hands/'
the boy answered..
`i went for the search just now...n i c many beautifull grass...but u ask me to look for the nicest 1...
so i keep on searching..without noeing tat ive reach the end of the field '
maybe ithe nicest 1 is on my back..but u tell me not to looking back..tats y im coming bek wit an empty hands'
the women just smile n said `tat is the answer for ur question...in life...wen we found
sum1 nice..dun ever wanted to find sum1 else much better then tat person...apcte them
n never let them go..
because we cannot turn back the tym...
dun make anythng tat u will regret later...
*the end*

i was captivated...
by the story i guess...eventho its kinda boring at first,but its meningfull...
but then she ask me `did tat story related to wat u're thingkng now?'
i lied n i said..NO
SHE SMILE....n said to me tat..

WE WILL FACES MANY UPS N DOWN IN OUR LIFE..
BUT TATS WAT MAKES US STRONGER...
IF SUM1 HURT U,DUN EVER HATE THEM....
BECAUSE WE DUN HAF D RIGHT TO....
LEARN TO FORGIVE N FORGET..NOT JUST FORGIVE...BECAUSE LATER
U WILL DO THE SAME MISTAKES AGAIN...
IF U FEEL SAD N LONELY..PRAY TO GOD...HE WILL GIVE U HAPPINESS N LOVE ANYTYM U WAN IT TOO...
SO DONT FILL OUR HEART WIT HATRED...FILL IT WITH LOVE...
WE R NOT THE GUD 1...BUT WE R THE SINFULL 1..N TATS Y WE HAF TO PRAY TO GOD TO SET OUR MINDS AND HEARTS FREE..
SO TAT WE CAN LOVE OTHER PEOPLE UNCONDITIONALLY...

n there she goes...goin back into the class...
leave me wit tans of questions in my head..
HOW DID SHE NOE WAT IM THINKING TAT TYM..are u a mind reader??!
but then i came to realise....
omg....my prayers being answered!!!
he finally sent tis person to guide me...n draw me closer to him...
cos tats wat i owez asking for...A GUARDIAN ANGEL TO SHOW ME THE WAY...TO BE A BETTER PERSON IN LYF.......thnx M...
thanks god...`

*HALLELUYAH*