now i know..=)

nobody is perfect.. =)
no matter how hard u tried to make urself whole again but actually deep inside u r broken..
in this life we,
shudnt expect other people to love u the way u r~~~coz if they did...they gona end up hating u..but tats the ugly truth bout it...nothing can change the fact...
still playing in mind bout wat she's being told tiz morning~~ dont wana noe bout it..
but the sweet girl insist...shud i thank her? idk! i just cant blif wat i've heard..tat sweet lips shudnt haf told me sumthng unpleasent to hear...but hey....i blame myself for it..
but im still thanking her..coz at least i've known...and i didnt haf to live in a puzzle anymore...there's an answer for everything...n i've found mine...i dont hate any1..
but i do hate myself for making any1 hated me. maybe this life is too short to make us more understand each other~~ n maybe tis isnt the rite place for me...but life is a journey....wen the time is come..we will recall all the memories we had b4...which is too much to be forgotten~~
but still.....
there is no need to waste ur tym hating tiz unperfect girl..=)
theres no way i can deserve to be sum1 in tiz place...i cant even being compared wit any1..being unsmart is juz d beginning of my weekneses...still haf a loooooooottttttttttttt more to go..im juz sum1 tat nid any1 to correct her and still in learning process to rebuild my strenght...theres only few months to go..i will be missing tiz next year..
but i blif, theres gona b happiness without me..coz i hate being torn in other peoples heart..shattered image shudnt haf being in a perfect family portrait..its distracting n mengurangkan nilai estetika..=)
my mumy said, let people hate u for ur weekneses,coz in the end...it will change me to be a better person..thanx mum..=)

n now... i wont tell myself to be sad and give up wit my studies...my frens help me alot in reaching tiz level...so i'll never gona waste it..
and to you frens..i never forget ol the sweet memories we had before..but dun wory..i wont cross d limits..i noe wer is my place..=) love u ol equally bini2....=D
*be strong..smile is the best medicine for sadness..=)